What Is Love?

In my 25 year's of my life i meat many peoples i saw there life.75% of theme there life style and passion are same other 25% are very strange people.How ever i will tell you this i have love three women in my life i can't tell you there name because it will effect to there life.My first crush i will meet on age of 16 she is sweet like angle but she got her love and she went away,my second love will meet after 8 years after my first crush oh boy she is good i meat her at the office hey i two late again she had pretty boy and she married with him it is big blow to me,Hey I have really loved her but i have not got chance to tell her that really love her i have learn one thing from it that is do not late to tell when you got love.Now the final one she is very "silent" i have never spoke with her but her beauty has create my mind peace.I have question from goad that is am i monster that you have not gave me love?